still working on being a man with no feelings

how does it feel if no one can guess wat r ur thoughts or how u feel or you will not have the slightest temptation to bother about others feelings?? sometimes dont u feel dat.. yea wat am i doin here.. y bother to do this & that which is a total waste of time and u get nothing in return? kinda wished dat life is simpler.. aahhh.. oh no.. getting emo edi.. just like f5.. aihh.. those days where we share our thoughts and emo songs.. emo days.. but in the other hand.. HEY!! U can totally OWN in poker!! hu can guess ur bluffing or not?!

alrite! so.. wat have i been doing this days? AS in lemme see.. less den 14 days.. okaayy.. not good.. better start working hard liao le den! i've made the promise to my sister! and im not gonna break it cuz TS is not that kind of person hu simply make empty promises!!! fight on!

im gonna beat u in econs kt!! grr~ dun gimme dat face!

so.. last friday we had chemistry practical.. so like any other chem prac days.. we do experiments.. yea.. same ol same ol.. hey lookie here! we have 3 diff colour solutions dat we are suppose to identify! wahh.. being an art student i know this.. red blue yellow the 3 basic colours could form any other color dat u wish to have except black and white la.. soo.. i told chem partner deli.. hey lets compete hu can make the most no. of colour solutions and.. winner gets to.. err.. winner gets to laugh at the loser.. we didnt really laugh at the loser in the end.. =)

on the right hand corner.. presenting ms delicia's results!

okay.. i know wat u guys are thinking.. ts u suck.. less den deli.. but actually we kinda tied.. erm.. actually deli won me by 1 colour.. damn.. haha anyway the picture taken was already arranged by us to make it look nice! =)

chem partner- the little girl with a very very over matured brain - delicia! XD

i made snow!! wahaha.. i guess i figured out how the crystal snowballs thingy work which ts used to keep thinking about it when ts is still small..

anyway.. last min chg in plans.. no sing k for friday and kj asked me to play badminton at MCKL.. omg.. im so not going to go there often man.. its very very very time consuming.. I **ING HATE PUBLIC TRANSPORTS.. if i knew de way.. i would definately drive there de! anyway.. so long never see and play with him.. wah.. i enjoyed every minute there.. including the first serve which ended up on one of the lampu-es.. XD thx KJ!

arnt we grateful dat taylors have.. better looking terrain? haha anyway i like this mckl college.. small and frendly enviroment =)

get to meet with suet yee and kit yoong there too.. haha suet yee is forever dat happy and ky is forever playing volleyball.. which she used to do so at wms!! =P

soo.. dats all for this entry la.. gonna finish off my moonlight tonite! bring it on!!!!!!! XD

oh i almost forgot.. haha im rewriting my entry btw =P today km wh me eilene kx lw went sing k at sunway.. yea.. no voice edi.. as usual la.. everytime go sing k also like dat one.. haha and i am proud to say.. i have occupied at least 15 mins of the tims with fang da tong's song!! haha made all of them bu suang liao cuz its really like a marathon.. i sing until i also wanna give up edi! XD den later we kinda.. linger around cuz we have no idea wat to do.. ended up eating dessert at some dessert shop b4 leaving. dats all for today =)

Cya~

never frown, cuz u'll never know when one will miss ur smile =)

ahh.. im back to college liao! haha after those days of dramas and houseworks.. yup yup.. college is still college.. lessons passes by and talking with frens, lunch, and.. results.. omggg.. im okay with all of it.. cuz never really put in effort for some my subjects.. like physics and thinking skills.. but maths and econs?! okay.. wats wrong with maths? maths is like my best subject and yet.. i need my lecturer to boost 1.5 marks to get me an A.. wtf right.. i can see in his eyes.. such dissapointment.. omg.. the pain.. the agony.. i feel like.. ugghh.. (*dead) its all careless mistakes.. 24 marks of careless mistakes.. yeala.. too confident edi la.. =(

econs leh.. i really did put in effort.. but also quite last minute la.. but more than all the other subjects lo.. but just improve dat few marks only.. so.. im quite unhappy with my results la.. so.. im determined to study after i finish watchin this moonlight resonance drama.. omg.. ka mei can be very slutty and seductive at times.. but i still like her! XD

so.. friday was sin yee's bday and 5P was invited to go to her bday party at 'souled out'.. and a few of us decided to buy her a present - a bunch of teddy bears! so after college i went home and pick up jiunn to teman me buy the present.. so at 1st we were kinda.. 'eh how ar.. wat to buy.. after that may may will force us to eat the teddy bear if not nice..' as we walked around, we picked up lots of ideas on displayin the teddy bears.. den after dat we rushed back to his hse and prepare the present.. come to think of it again.. do boys normally go do all these stuff?? kinda makes me feel like.. im doin some girls stuff.. anyway its finally done! and we went to sg besi station as boon pickin up us there.

as we were making the present.. jiunn's puppy got kinda annoying.. and robin kept on playing(to him its call distracting) with that puppy.. dat puppy go and kacau the teddy bears ar! and i accidentally elbow-ed that puppy.. accident ar!

yup.. our present! a family of teddy bears! hehe with hidden meanings btw =P

yea thx to him.. the dog was pre-occupied and i had fun making woman's voice when he is on the phone with wk.. wk really believed dat it was a girl making out with him.. =S

so.. boon drove jing hang's 10 yr old honda civic.. 2 doors wan.. looked kinda.. super yet antique car.. on the way jing hang spotted a hot woman.. gosh.. 4 of us was like.. never see girls b4 in our life.. purposely slow down to catch up with the car she is driving.. but then.. we're at the fast lane.. slowing down will really cause trouble.. soo.. anyway..drove to HELP to pick up boon's car- satria neo and picked lih fern.. den meet up with ming yi.. and there they go.. car racing to the restaurent.. omg.. i have to admit they are good with handling their cars.. but its very very dangerous wei.. stupid ming yi.. dunno how to go there yet wanna cut ppl's car.. u 'han dit' laaa.. wanna lc also do it when there are alot of girls la.. lc to me for wat!

reached there and i hide the present at eng's car.. i have to say.. i think its the 1st time she is wearing those kind of clothes.. mm.. oklaa.. very leng lui la eng.. dun wanna say in front of u.. nanti u overreacted den not good la.. =P so.. its like a 5p reunion and we all talk talk talk.. the whole 2nd floor is filled with our voices... damn loud! i wonder whether the other customers are unhappy anot.. spend time with cjian to find leng lui at restaurent.. sadly.. nth looked 'wow' to us.. so.. photos, eat, drink, more talking, fooling around.. bday song, bday cake, bday powerpoint presentation, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIN YEE! den after 11 we went back as the lrt will not wait for us.. kinda wished dat i know how to come here.. den i can go back later at nite.. kinda wished dat i hads more time to talk to everyone.. =(

picture time!

wei han!!

jethro!!

sze jian!!

han bin!!

(sorry ar jiunn.. didnt take ur single pic.. i videoed all the ppl there instead.. sry!)

the place.. 'souled out'!

chicken courdon 'bluur' - haha funny name.. but the food here is really actually okay lar..

S.O.Shots - i think its more like.. syrup? although i did feel abit hot after drinking that but others said they have no feel.. so.. dunno la.. felt kinda con-ed by the price.. =S

other den all the stuff i mentioned above.. i did one more thing dat nite! i created a big problem for ming yi! wahahaha.. so.. there's this girl which we all dunno.. shld be either sin yee's or rufus's fren.. we both agreed she looked not bad la.. so i told ming yi.. 'eh go la.. ur specialty ma..' den ming yi dared me to go and talk to her, take a picture something like dat.. den i said.. okay lo.. ming yi tot i was joking.. so i just went up to her.. surprising ming yi.. i told the girl..' hey excuse me yea.. that guy over there (pointing at ming yi) wanna take a picture with you but he dun dare to ask you..' ohhhhhh!!!! damn you ts! hahaha yea.. he took the picture.. looked always the same whenever ppl did smth bad to him.. apparently.. in the end the girl gave him her no. and he has a gf.. oppss.. okay.. i didnt know it would end up like dat.. soo.. forgive me la ming yi.. if need to give explaination to gf.. tell me la k! anyway.. felt good doin dat to ming yi!! yeaaa! =)

kla.. thats all for this entry! i kinda like this song sanged by raymond lam.. in moonlight resonance.. his songs are actually not bad de.. very touchy.. haven found out the name of the song yet though..

Cya~

mooncake festival?

yea.. apparently this festival seems quite fun to us years ago.. i remember my last time having fun at a mooncake festival party was like..8 or 9.. i guess? so anyway how did u guys spend ur day? im guessing pretty much of u ppl will be either with cousins and family gatherings.. or probably like wat i did for those years dat i didnt have any parties to go to.. computer in front of u.. in ur sleeping clothes.. watching dramas.. games.. facebook for some ppl?

anyway i was kinda relieved dat mine was not so dead as it was.. those years.. so here goes mine.. saturday morning.. it was hell okay! i did housework non stop for 2 and half hours.. from washing cars to cleaning porch to vacuuming(using a machine dat sucks the dirt/dust itself and den re-vacuuming manually?! o.0') to mopping.. gosh.. my mum is a super clean freak.. and i respect her for being so hygeinic conscious.. but to the extend of.. vacuuming twice?? omg.. wats the point laa?? probably she wanted to skate around the hse.. the floor is (i may be exgerrating but..) shining and slippery..

hahhh.. those memories are embedded in my brain forever..not pleasant.. but.. i have to say.. i had fun talking crap with my sisters who are also victims of commander cleaniness.. u wanna know the hierrachy of my family housework system (since my maid had left)? mum-commander cleaniness, me-assistant commander, elder sis-trooper 1, second sis trooper 2.. well dad is actually not part of the system unless.. mum gets cranky and yells and give never ending orders.. dad will appear and help out.. awhile.. den back to his business.. and when i mean never ending.. belive me.. u can clean the whole house 100% clean!, and she can still find things for you to do.. example..'tables?' 'wiped already la..' 'one time enuf meh? clean already ar?..(followed by un significant nags..)'

so basically.. im glad dat the morning and afternoon was over.. okayy fastforward till nite.. i recieved an invitation by robin to go his house party.. yea so went there after dinner and i walked to his hse.. and &$*!%&(blows of horns and those party packs.. u know those annoying sounds dat goes.. peeeeeeettt!!!!) i would rather watch 3 saw movies den going thru dat frigthening moment.. GAWD! robin's sis and yy scared me from behind a car... yea lets not go into details..

so his house was filled with either kids or really.. old adults.. those like the age of our parents la.. except for robin's cousins.. a few of them are just abit older den us.. so the things dat i did there.. enjoying lemonade, some homemade cuppocino cake, wine..mm black label.., walking around the neighbourhood with wine on my hand..with the kids and our gang..disturbing the neighbourhood, more wine!.. setting up fireworks and played some games.. like the one u see in chinese dramas.. ppl drink and play this guessing game-chai mui..

robin's cousin introduced me to some irish coke.. basically its wine+coke la.. it actually taste good =) haha!.. but the thing is.. i have to drive back home.. so.. i tried to control my drinkin.. but then again.. irresistable.. well it was late at night.. probably there arnt any cops.. i belive.. they shld be busy eating food while they can be the sahur thing starts..

km came in a little late at night.. but he came to watch the arsenal match.. wth.. good heng dai =) and.. basically it wasnt really an atmosphere of mooncake festival.. more like a chirstmas+cny party.. if u ask me.. well better off den at home doing nothing right?

my arsenal.. a party horn.. which i think it sounded quite pathetic.. like an emo sigh.. =S

the image is quite blur.. but it is actually showing the parade of kids.. im following behind with jiunn.. having those shots on our hands! =)

oh yea.. there was a funny scene dat a few of us know about it.. i got it on video.. but den.. due to some privacy i wouldnt wanna show it out.. publicly.. anyway its about a pair dancing.. in a very hilarious manner.. quite a scene.. haha!

so dats about my mooncake festival party! damn i cant see the moon from my window.. it is suppose to be BIG and round and bright.. and pretty.. sigh.. wanna go out and have a walk.. too bad the alarm is turned on.. =S anyway Happy Mooncake Festival to everyone!! =)

Cya~

after so many days~

yup! it has been very long since i updated smth in this blog of mine le! although there are some random post once in awhile.. anyway trial exams are finally over le.. think i kinda screwed up some of it.. again.. cuz i had been spending too much time on this computer and econs.. yea.. if i dun get a good result for econs im so gonna.. %!^$&!*#* ..=)

i really forgotten wat im suppose to blog about.. so i have to blog based on wat pictures dat i have taken for those days..

day X-I

yea.. happy evening at klang. having dinner with grandpa and his daughter and sons and grandchildren.. seriously.. grandpa IS annoying.. (words from ts such as annoying is quite rare.. so it really does mean annoying!) wonder why he likes to sit next to me anyway.. well better dun reveal so much about my family stuff la in the internet.. my mum doesnt like it.. shhh... =)

yea.. hi there sister..

and thats the restaurent in klang.. it is quite crowded and the food is.. wow! =) me likey!!!

day X-II

so there was this day.. where a lvls students took moral studies exam and they are all studying it few hours before the exam.. well.. a lvls students aint that hardworking afterall.. =)

clement lim - smartest boy in my class! and smallest size too! and yeah.. he is sleeping

class rep dexter wong - he looks thin here!!! O.0' haha joking laa.. he is a nice guy la yy.. dun be mean to him laa!

(it has to be kian ti.. only he will use my phone and take miscellanous pictures of ppl..) - song jian and me there..

dex aaron and wen jia.. all being exceptionally hardworking at this moment.. y?( see next pic)

yea.. da gei la.. play until so happy.. before exams summore.. O.o'' way to go guys.. (btw im not playing there!! im a good boy! =D)

day X-III

i think..mmm.. errr... nah.. i dun remember when is this.. probably something important was going to happen that day as.. im in the library.. yea.. defination of library by the catholic high guys and dex - a good place to gap lui and hide from the sun! ehh taylors library arent filled with nerdy looking girls u know! got quite alot of panas leng luis de lo! XD

and..again.. work done by kt.. so.. dats me in maroon shirt helping aaron teach maths to his frens..

i think i know when is this taken.. yea its taken by me.. not kt anymore.. this is joint chem class with some PM class.. and the girl back there.. is someone hu is interested on.. had to take this picture to tease him! =P (kinda makes me feel dat im stalking ppl..)

day X-IV

this day is when im suppose to go for this interview by GIC (investment co. in singapore).. to my surprise i saw someone dat i knew! saw hui mei first.. den i saw sherene ng (ng family!) and wai khuin.. (think i spelt it wrongly.. cant remember..sry man..) so basically.. wat i did there was.. did 3 weird tests.. and an interview with a lady.. and i had a very very nice lunch buffet there at sunway hotel! sunway again.. yea.. haha!

i know.. its wrong to kacau ppl hu are taking exams.. but then.. im bored ma!!! sadly.. no leng lui to spot.. =(

my spot/desk/place for that day! wine glass?? wahh we are only college students wei.. need so kua jiong anot wor..

haha there he is! wai khuin!! (again.. sry for the wrong spelling.. if im wrong..i think im not lo.. =S)

chefs in the buffet place at sunway hotel.. looks quite professional to me..

hey its a chocolate fountain! wow.. GIC sure serves us well! =) and there are actually more! ice kacang machine.. think it is actually called ice cutter.. but anyway.. still got lots of ice cream and desserts!!

so theres this guy hu conducted our talk dat morning.. and he briefed us about GIC.. and he told us some jokes.. tried to laugh.. anyway.. when we are doing our tests later in the day he poped up and told us his results on these 3 tests.. apparently.. he got.. very unbeliveable scores.. and he bet with us.. hu ever can beat his results he will pay them back with a certain rate according to the subject.. its written on the board - abstract 95% 1:10, maths 98% 1:2, verbal 96% 1:5 .. okay.. tell u the truth.. i cant even finish the exam in time.. so.. to hell with betting with him.. dat siao case guy! =S

day X-V

i just realised dat i had took jia hui's umbrella for a very very long time since.. last yr i suppose.. and it stayed in my car all the while.. and now its abit broken.. ouch.. sry jh.. i'll try to remember to return it to u one day..

day X-VI

my first day of study break and we went sunway pyramid to watch love guru.. (personally.. i find it.. quite uncomfortable to watch it with girls.. ahh hu cares when there is alba!) haha jessica alba rocks wei! fuuuhhhh.. can nose bleed liao at the end there! XD den later in the day we had italianese for dinner.. cheesey cheeses... =S

well.. they just love looking at the baby room.. yy and cs there btw.. its quite a changgih room btw! kinda surprise to see how cool issit!

yeap.. italian food ppl! and its so soo stuffy wei.. and expensive too =S but there is a price to pay for good food..

still getting used to the no-maid days.. i can really die of tiredness la.. seriously.. my mum loves things clean.. very very clean.. and my elder sis.. kept running away from hsework by goin to uni early and coming back late at night! 2nd sis pula.. working.. left me and mum.. dad.. no need to say la.. working la.. so.. yea.. me and mum.. housework seems.. never ending if u want it to be clean.. i can tell u.. u can try cleaning the whole house all day long and i can still find spots that u haven clean.. spots dat.. wth la.. hu the hell will touch it la.. and mum will still ask me to clean it.. cuz she is busy with smth and i finished my work.. arghh... moral of story.. act busy even when ur not.. saved me alot of times already! =)

and its like a tradition for me to watch dramas whenever there is holidays.. haha! thx to carmen, this time i will be watching chuck, bones, tong sam fong bou (missed some episodes in astro) kar hou yuet yun (to be dled soon) and prison break 3..

seems like i really haven take a good rest since my hols started.. slept late cuz of dramas.. and hsework.. think i shld start to slow down on the dramas and take more rest le!

btw suddenly.. i find pokemon.. quite fun to play.. haha! nearly killed me when i played it during the exams.. gosh.. =S bad ts.. kena scold by mum and sisters, both blood and non blood related.. haha!!

dats all for now la.. i think =) hope u enjoyed this long post!

Cya~

a quote... =)

' The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling... And even more beautiful is, knowing that you are the reason behind it!!! '

i love this quote!! =)