wat was i thinkin.. it looks like a clean mowed lawn.....

if u have noticed my msn display name chgs from time to time.. it was quite funny when i reflect back now.. there was a period of time dat i put 'anyone every thought of being a marine?' and 'marine learns to break peoples bones?!' haha and a quite recent one 'building dusk =P' *its really just to tease eilene's msn name- 'breaking dawn'

anyway dats not the main point.. today after my usual sunday family time badminton moments.. i drove my mum and sis to a saloon.. okay i wasnt planning to cut my hair.. my sis was.. as she is starting her studies the next day.. goin to get a trim or so la.. and then there was mum.. 'yer ur hair looks so long from behind..' 'wah where u get ur hair cut last time.. its really nice u know..' 'aiyoo ur hair so thick la.. very hot u know msia weather..cut ur hair and it'll feel much cooler' 'eh next time find back the same hair stylist to cut ur hair okay.. its very nice' 'aiyo cny coming and u wanna cut it after 2 weeks.. sure increase price de ma' .... for your info.. its all in chinese when she told me.. =S

and there i was.. standing in the middle of the saloon wondering whether i shld cut my hair or not.. since im here.. and i have to wait for my sis.. y not? i love getting my hair cut.. used to i guess.. cuz i need the hair cut as my hair is freaking thick.. asians have thick hair!! damn.. another point for the ever hot sexy looking caucasians =S thick like bushes! as quoted by my sis everytime she messes wif my hair.. anyway.. yea so i sat and snip snip snip.. suddenly i got this urge to change my hairstyle cuz its so boring.. the stupid fringe wif the damn long back hair.. so i told her.. eh can u get rid of the fringe and make it like dat guy over there.. i pointed at another male hairstylist which i like his front part of the hair.. and she goes.. oh okay! SNIP! so dat was.. the u know.. 'point of no return' and i was like.. 0.0 'OI!! WAT THE HELL?' in my mind.. dats was alot okay!! now its gonna look damn short.. and guess wat YEA IT LOOKS SHORT NOW! imagine the NS guys.. imagine brian yeoh.. wif a abit more stylish hairstyle.. =P and my face on his! short short short!!! =S

so yea it kinda matches wif wat i was saying in msn.. marine.. and now my hair is.. unintentionally shortened.. fate perhaps? wat do u think? well celeste had the 1st look cuz yea.. she is kinda the 1st person dat i complained about it.. thru the webcam.. yea bet she had a good laugh over there... haha well its good to spread the happiness.. yea maybe i shld think dat way so dat i wont feel miserable having a bad hair day.. and tml i think i can bet anyone hundred bucks dat cheng kok mun would take his n95 and take a photo of my short hair and post it at his blog... =S fine dats probably wat i need.. a media dat spreads happiness and the source is my hair! ...

well anyway im fine if anyone wanna ask about.. how am i doing? just having some tough moments on thinking about future and stuff.. and my mum doesnt want me to use my money dat i worked for and refused to give me the atm card and pin no. for my bank acc!!!!!!!!! i was danm damn.. damn angry an hr ago.. now the fire sudah put off but.. the ego is still there.. i will fight for the liberty of using my money!! rawr!

anyone knows a marine or actuarist or someone good to talk about careers.. pls pls let me know.. my parents are bugging me for an answer alrite.. my dad is like spouting answers for me whenever someone asked me the 'wat u wanna be in the future' question.. and u wanna know the lastest one?? its nuclear physician.. and b4 dat was biotech specialise on energy sources.. NO i dun wanna be a lab guy hu does his day in a closed room and has no life at all!!! i need the sun sweat air and people to laugh at.. and something adventurous! =)

kla blog is reli useful to just blah on.. =) college starting in 3 days.. think i shld be starting to finish up my 1 mth loaded maths homework....

Cya~

08' ~~~ 09'!!!

a year full of ups and downs.. blog entries also so many edi.. im always the kind of person dat has really short term memory de but den.. thinking hard about wat i had done this year.. well i can say its alot more enjoyable fun compare to my secondary years

i really miss my secondary life wei.. the days of lrt.. the days of fighting food at canteen.. the damn cheap food at canteen.. like i always said.. u cant find no cheaper nasi lemak+fillet for rm2 okay!.. haha.. den classes just a few cm apart.. summore can go thru the partitions =P.. the days of cho lee zhien.. XD

so fast a year has past by.. u know.. started college like its just yesterday.. i've experienced so many stuff this year and also learnt alot of things too.. its kinda like the growing up year for me.. and i think i've chged alot compare to last year.. more on the mentally side la of course..

u know.. i feel like putting up pics but den.. gosh im so tired.. went jogging at 8 was really a bad decision.. and im goin badminton later at 2.. summore gonna stay up for countdown.. and my well devised plan was kinda ruined by mum =S gaahh.. damn i hate the mood swings of women =(

well all and all.. it was a great year.. da legal year =) haha although i haven reli done anything dat requires me to be legal.. alcohol is exception okay.. im not even drunk!! and.. yea lets welcome the new year of 09'!!! 08 is a bad year for the horse zodiac.. hope our luck changes at 09!

happy new year ppl! oh yea and lee hom's new album was a major let down.. =( sigghhh

Cya~

seems so nice to see light from the cloud admist =)

i've been working guys.. as a sony promoter.. and damn.. i hate this ^%$& job okay.. pure mental and physical stress.. i tell u ar.. my pimples also grown at a incredible pace due to the lightings from tv's and lack of water.. =S so.. yea im still hanging on cuz i'll be working only 3 days more!! just pray that time flies when im there... so much for watching transformers for the 5th time.. i can practically say aloud wats the following lines edi laa.. =S


and im surprised! no one writes about singapore yet?? actually i haven check cy's blog laa.. but normally.. km would write about it the next day.. so.. i'll summarize it on behalf of the boys..


day1
bus ride.. awesome.. served wif subway roti u tau! haha i stole their mini pillow btw cuz i knew.. the dorm is gonna be lack of it! haha anyway i forgot the bring it back to msia on the last day la.. so.. not considered fully stolen ba =P errmm the dorm.. yea its kinda a new experience to share dorms with foreigners.. for those u slept under the aircon.. gg la u guys! XD really damn kesian.. not only need to suffer the snorings of those foriegners but also the cold. well i bet km will elaborate more about the dorm stuff de la so pls refer to his one after reading mine k? oh yea.. 1st day was actually shopping day and makan day for some of the guys la.. haha eat eat eat! =D i bought 1 shirt.. and that 1 shirt.. wow.. i temporarily emo for a few hours.. cuz i felt dat.. i shld have bought 2-3 other cheaper ones instead of only 1 exp one.. well most important is dat i think its nice can edi ba.. orchard rd is just for sightseeing.. NOT for shopping!! =( oh yea.. their malls are simply.. yeng man.. the escalators.. haha from ground floor to top floor wif only 1 escalator.. seperti goin to heaven..quoted by lz.. choi choi! XD oh yea and very sry to the boys dat follow me shopping.. haha kesian u guys =P and oh yea ahd swensen b4 we go back.. too bad we didnt eat the earthquake cuz too many ppl dun wan it =( but still i enjoyed the icecream =)

day2
we cooked ourselves for breakfast.. well im kinda surprised dat some of the gals knows how to cook! haha i tot i was the only one hu can cook btw =P haha perasan like wat... yea 2nd day was sci center, chinatown, raffles-cityhall sightseeing, riverboat ride at clarke quay, icecream moments ^^, shopping-movie at some mall.. forgot wat name edi.. haha love the sightseeing part.. that really boost our 'singapore is worthy trip' feeling.. ice cream.. wow greentea+ redbean ice cream.. simply the best!! XD and movie is simply.. wat?? 7.50sg for a show.. and omg.. the language is in chinese?? well think overall its okay laa but i still dun get y km's legs are shivering all the time at the climax?? scared ar km!! =P prata at nite b4 sleep and yup as usual me lz and jet the 3 card games kaki played bluff till 4 smth.. better den in penang wei.. playing till tin gong o.o'' and km just owned us in 1st round of poker and said.. 'omg la damn sien la play wif u guys.. go sleep loo~' -.-

day3
oh yea the toilet wei!! i didnt tell u about the toilet.. wah sei toilet experience had never been dat aweful.. ppl purposely tahan their urge until they reach the mall.. haha movie starting at 10.. 9 30 all take turns to go and bomb.. gg wei.. i dunno km got take photo of it la but.. imagine u sitting on the bowl.. the door is like.. 2mm away from ur nose.. the legs have to open wide and for long legs.. tip toe summore.. gosh.. haha enuf of the groseness... last day we went bugis den to a mall for another movie.. the day the earth stood still.. okay rating 1-10 i would give 3.. 2 for keenu reeves and 1 for the explosion button.. seriously.. maybe its tooo insightful for us to enjoy or simply its becuz we're too tired edi.. lee zhien slept almost throughout the show.. yeng.. 7.50sg for aircon and nice seat to sleep den back to dorm to take stuff out and to harbour front to catch the bus.. haha bought one more shirt b4 i go back!! dat made my shopping experience feelings much better =)

well im just lazy to put of pictures of singapore.. ahah so no pics! anyway i wanna put up this few pics and pls.. spot the difference k?! XD

cuz i cant find any!! haha dats lee zhien and ichimaru gin from bleach.. hahaha!! FOX FACE!! =P

been thinking for days about smth and yea i felt much better like i had put down a big burden edi.. phew! =) alrite xmas xmas xmas!! wheee go listen to mariah carey's 'all i want for christmas is you' and im still finding more xmas songs!! anyone got other nice ones pls pls tell me.. and pls dun give me alvin and the chipmunks okay.. those arnt songs aaron.. =S


oh yea while working i listened to a few.. unpleasent and some nice songs! this malaysian singer rossa not bad her songs.. emo and slow.. bet km wh.. eilene maybe?? and a few more like us would love it =) try her ayat ayat cinta from youtube la k? not bad =)


Cya~

singaaporee!! - land of full of surprises (part1)

haha wheeee!! im back from singapore liao! but then im not gonna write about it in this entry la.. so tired u know.. 1st day.. haha those hu went knew wat happened on that night.. 'crowd lil india symphony' and poker on 2nd night till 4.. my eyes now like gonna pop out edi..

singapore was fun laa but it could be so much better if the HELP ppl can join us.. but still hehe i shopped there!! wahaha 1st time shopping overseas without parental guidance.. well i kinda think dat it was a bad start.. well its my 1st time so.. nvm la! despite of being emo over the overpaid price of my clothes.. wanna thank all my frens there for keep on reminding me dat it was a good shirt and paid for a good price.. well not all of them were dat kind hearted.. well used to it also la so.. dun care lo =P

kla i go bathe le.. will talk more about it in details on next entry ba

Cya~

blog aint dead yet okay.. just dat i need time to think wat to write!.. TAG!!

1. What’s your ambition?
hmm since young i was ALWAYS fascinated by being a surgeon. u know those super yeng surgeon
who can do any kind of surgery and always be in a calm state at any kind of situation! haha
but then time passes and suddenly i realised.. both my sisters doing medical stuff!! =S i
would prefer to have diversified occupations in the family.. so yea i didnt continue
persuing my ambition and i chose to be an ACTUARIST/ENGINEERING(REALLY SPECIALISED TYPE)
hahaa oh yea btw i even tot of being a vet u know! haha gives me this impression of able to
hit on those young caring for animals ladies =P

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
i need time to think.. i'll come back to it later.. XD joking laa!! of course friends..
really true good friends because there are things dat even bgf cant give u! =)

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
err.. NEVER! i think its a waste of energy to think of such a thing cuz currently nothing
makes me think of doing so.. maybe im just a too carefree person till i dun even care about
anything sometimes =S

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
well i would consider myself.. always 80% confident in life as i think throughly before
making a choice.. but den at certain fields.. my confidence would always be a miserable..
well i assume all guys are like dat arnt you??

5. How many babies you want?
i think most would choose 4 but i was thinking of special case! haha a twin and 1 more.. be
it boy or gal.. an elder one! =) always fascinated of twins!

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
perfumes.. yucckkkk.. haha okay laa maybe not all or dat bad.. but some really can make u
puke u know.. pe5 imagine maria.. students would choose to sit behind.. as back as possible
or to ponteng her class to avoid smelling her.. omfg scent.. cant really describe it
anyway.. i prefer natural scents like i dunno.. got some like ocean.. lavender.. not strong
ones la i guess..

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
when i plan something like an event or a gathering and someone complained behind my back
saying about it sucks or anything when i think its actually alrite AND NOT GIVING ME BACK A
NORMAL LOOKING SMILE!! u know sometimes u can see whether people are fake smiling or
natural smiling.. if u dun like something just say so! dun fake smile and pretend dat im
dumb or something!!! phew.. yea happened to me once and i was really depressed like dunno
wat!

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
yup! i do belive dat if dat one person is destined to be with you.. there is such things as
eternal love de lor! i watched this movie 'the bachelor' and i really like this line.. you
know its good to have a person dat when ur old.. he/she would still look at you as ur the
1st time he/she sees you and would have not regrets marrying you till the end of ur life..
or maybe afterlife too!! waahh yook maa weii! =P

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u?
no one is perfect de la 1st of all so.. whoever has the following charateristic.. seriously
i will 'hunt' you down!
- have a cool killer eyes stare yet when u see it.. u feel the softness inside it..(dun make sense leh)
- must not be famous/too rich- must definatly talk more den i do!- of course.. sam leng xiong tong (know your thoughts)
so basically it has to be a good girl, knows wat im thinking and those.. dreamy eyes.. =P
again.. its the PERFECT so.. haha im setting my target low now =)

11. What are your bad habits?
err being too nice? i guess dat isnt a very good habit.. and also i think i have another
one which is.. im very choosy to be frens with.. i just cant lie myself and be a fren with
someone dat i hate to be with and there are so many more!! =(

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
nah.. i'll most probably just ignore them and cast away their presence in my mind.. abit
evil and harsh dont u think?

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
those friendships that really really matters.. seriously how to do so to every single fren
of urs la rite? of course i choose someone to be my fren very seriously de so.. i guess i
could so to all my frens?

14. What do you hate most in others?
someone not paying attention to WAT IM SAYING!!! omg.. i'l get soooo pissed off!!!
example.. ts:'eh bla bla bla.. right?' X:'huh wat?' ts:"(under my breath) (some really bad words dat i never say it aloud) " haha something like dat la.. well maybe its cuz of my really bad pronounciation habit.. i tend to murmer and causing others to have difficulties in listening.. haha i know one guy who is worse den me in this field! ming yi!! haha i belive everyone can give up talking to him on the phone.. 'sms me ming yi.. cant hear wat ur trying say man..' XD

and den there is.. foul mouth.. dunno why la.. okayla i admit i do say some of those stuff
out loud but den.. its like those really.. normal ones lo.. some of them would just say..
those really ugghh ones like he is the only person there..but normally it wont make me angry but abit annoyed dats all.. i think i have some kind of a patience?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
sigh.. the only two problems dat man has.. 'money and woman'XD kla other den dat okay..
ermm i crave for holiday trips! buying myself a nice shirt, pants, sunglasses, shoe and
and.. also abit of hope i guess?

16. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
GUY: i might sound abit gay.. anyway i really think the beard of a guy.. u know those ones
like the guy in 'las vegas' or patric dempsey has.. shave but not clean shaved ones.. and..
most important.. drop dead eyes.. i think most vampire shows the male actors have those
eyes.. from edward cullen from twilight to bill compton from true blood.. haha hu dares
admit dat its not hot and sexy ar??!! XD

GIRL: strong determined woman, eyes.. gorgeous cool sexy looking eyes as described on top,
and yea i find the back of a woman more sexy compare to the front part.. dunno y? i sounded
like a perv now.. =S im not okaayy!

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
she is totally one of the most weirdest woman dat i have ever met!!!
she is bisexual i think?
okay laa enuf of bad stuffs.. hehe she has good looks! see ts aint dat bad =)
yea.. she's extraordinary which makes her a really special fren of mine!
and also my sole chemistry can-talk-to fren!
it's shen yee!

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
happy.. im happy when someone is happy so i'll make someone happy! seriously a smile from..
okay.. not some psycho weirdo.. but a normal good fren of mine could chg me from.. being
pissed off and annoyed to a smile and cooled down person!

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
im an actuarist in some euro country.. france? haha love france damn alot.. my dream
country =P no nooo not becuz of french kiss originates there! haha ermm.. yea den in my
late 10 yrs i'll resign and go do some business stuff.. entreuprunering.. think i spelt it
wrongly.. anyway.. and yup still in relation/in love wif someone/still alone but definately
gonna get married on my early 30-s.. seriously hope so.. =S

20. Whats your guilty pleasure? (something you usually wouldn't admit out loud)
okay this is dumb... hu the hell would admit something like dat to public laa!! haha if boy
den i dun mind telling laa.. but girl.. hehe u have to be like my SUPER SUPER close fren or
my gf in order for me to tell u dat =P

I tag
km eilene yee eng wei han yee theng dexter chin yuen keiron and hu ever is interested to do
but i left out his/her name alrite! have fun =)

of surprises and class random events and gym visits and.. AARON GETTING MARRIED??!!

yea yea aaron is getting married!! see!! look!!

haha its just a coincedence dat it was held on the same day when we helped aaron's father's event at hotel sri petaling!

so much for the lame opening of my entry.. anyway yea last saturday me faichun and ming hui went to help out aaron.. actually we just wanted the pay la.. seriously.. im like the equilibrium dat we learn in chemistry.. money will favour right hand side equilibrium.. which is.. emo = happy(the = sign is suppose to be the equilibrium sign..) i fat chin hon.. as said by yy.. and im not alone btw! haha my smaller den me by 1 yr same bday also feels dat too!! XD

so.. after helping out we had lunch there and den.. the nightmare has started.. aaron introduced me to.. DOTA... okay.. i admit dota is kinda fun and interesting in ways.. and i find it abit weird to start dota at my age now.. seems kinda outdated edi.. well dats ts for ur info.. =S lucky im not dat addicted yet.. ... lucky im in love wif my best fren~ lallallalalaaaa have been~~ (song from lucky-jason mraz)

something is really wrong wif me.. im being very weird sometimes.. =(.. guess im getting younger each days..

faichun in black and minghui beside.. dun even ask wat are we eating.. =S

dats aaron for u.. he loves to make dat face.. i dont know y?? he looks pleasured..... -.-

so college days are back and its.. very hard to wake up so early again.. after all those days of exams/breaks.. well we are very free as there are almost 2 hrs breaks everyday.. so free until we feel like ponteng-ing.. pe5 is very very famous for dat =P

anyway after i read deli's blog about the.. very complicated triangle 'love'.. i decided i continue abit at here! hehe dun mind hor delicia! =)

yh is cheating on shing and shaun! he is wif DEX!! o.o

songjian wanna tell shaun(white shirt) about it but DEX PUSHED HIM! omgg.. complicated indeed =S

den on tuesday leh.. i was suppose to go gym after college and.. how can i miss all the little clues and stuff.. sigh.. SURPRISE!! kx made a surprise bday for me as she cant make it on my bday.. so again bdays.. especially the ones wif yy.. yup it all ended like always.. but this time.. no cream.. but jam! stickyyy.. and i goin gym later.. zzz well think of karma.. its time to face it =( haha all and all.. it was wonderful.. thank you kx and hidden helpers!

i emo.. no one wants to take pic of me.. =( i camwhore for my bday =(

bear and girl in white whom is so scared of getting kena by the jam.. yee eng!

cy i see this pic.. despite ur bright pink shirt hor.. i dunno y i noticed the malay girl up there lo.. HAHA!! kla kla joking k?

hey there organizer of the event! - kaixin

.. cant find a photo of same bday gal.. actually its taken to get bear's natural look de.. well there u have it.. yy and bear!

gym was.. one word.. PAIN! ugghh i can still feel my abs in pain.. and dat was tuesday.. today my biceps are 'torned'.. but its worth it =P had so much fun there wif kt sj and wj!! haha ada scandal summore =D

dats pretty much about updates.. i think.. well off to watch TWILIGHT tml! hope it would be a nice day tml =) dun dissapoint me twilight!! alrite back to heroes! =P

kla.. joking bout dat me emo part up there =P yee eng took this without me noticing.. guess natural look suites me afterall? =)

Cya~

from being emo(study stress) to OH MY GOD!! NOW DATS WAT I CALL LIFE! =P

haha not yet start my.. 'dats life man..' life yet.. but basically its not really DAT oh wow la.. my kind of 'life' is actually very simple.. get to stay home and enjoy some nice drama and shows.. some comp games to destress.. which i will be doing.. VERY SOON!! and den.. hopefully.. out of 7 days in a week i can go out.. almost everyday? haha i dun think can la.. my mum would lock me out and chg all the door knobs to prevent me coming back.. so much for gun ga zhai.. =P

i know alot of ppl have been asking me.. 'why gun ga zhai?'.. 'omg.. u think ur lam fung??'.. 'huh.. wats gun ga zhai??'.. 'den im johnny depp lor!' ... -.-'' i love the last comment fyi.. XD haha THE REASON ISS~~ when my mummy and daddy is not at home.. daddy working.. mummy went trip ma last time.. and sometimes she isnt home.. house no maid.. (which is gonna come in 2 DAYS!!!!) so.. i have to 'gun ga'(take care of house) lo.. soo.. okay if anyone thinks im trying to be lam fung.. im not okay.. although he is 'suai'.. to some gals.. ahem.. i just like the phrase gun ga zhai.. dats all lar okay!! its gonna chg by monday btw since maid's here.. and i serve no purpose being a gun ga zhai edi =)

so.. yea the past few weeks.. i was having.. a major stress.. some of u might not have the chance to see.. but.. seriously my face has gone from bad to worst.. yea not good to bad okay.. i think its very very serious edi.... sometimes i wonder issit the stress or the product... if its the product im so gonna sue them for making me so depressed for ages whenever i look at the mirror!!!!! =(

exams.. yea the dissapointment come and go.. and it comes again.. well.. dats exam.. unless ur those genuis like.. neh... dat one dat go to austrailia and get wat top in the world in music ar.. and den dat one ar.. the chem in F5 can get 40/40 correct for objective ar.. den still got the a lvl student taking further maths and econs de.. and the list goes on.. wah.. come to think of it.. i really know alot of smart ppl lo.. again.. makes me feel like ..'y i get A and i can still feel depressed?' XD just joking ar guys and girls!

anyway i'll leave more for next time la.. i really wanna go watch heroes edi.. downloaded liao and dying to watch it! =P

oh yea song of the week! lee hom's our song.. i know its.. wah.. dats my last yrs ringtone leh.. (quoted from someone..) but still i think its catchy and nice =)

alrite TATA and..

Cya~